chaos Archives - Bass Bastard https://bassbastard.com/tag/chaos/ I am the BassBastard Fri, 12 Jul 2024 15:53:03 +0000 en-US hourly 1 https://wordpress.org/?v=6.6.2 https://i0.wp.com/bassbastard.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/10/cropped-OG-BB-CLEAN.jpg?fit=32%2C32&ssl=1 chaos Archives - Bass Bastard https://bassbastard.com/tag/chaos/ 32 32 51670482 Etching https://bassbastard.com/2024/07/12/etching/ https://bassbastard.com/2024/07/12/etching/#respond Fri, 12 Jul 2024 15:39:45 +0000 https://bassbastard.com/?p=3818 The acid flow of ideas eating through the neural pathwaysdendritic lightening tightening the bonds but will it esterase the base of the glitchthe itch etching its way through the fractal road practical stowed in the crevicespsychic ceviche but there is no lime ticking in the aftermath when there is no time taste the acid etching …

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The acid flow of ideas eating through the neural pathways
dendritic lightening tightening the bonds but will it esterase the base of the glitch
the itch

etching its way through the fractal road practical stowed in the crevices
psychic ceviche but there is no lime
ticking in the aftermath when there is no time

taste the acid etching through the crevasse under the corpus callosum, widening the divide between what we calculated and what was chosen

Sour thoughts and smooth brains talking about soft hands and black stains on lung scans but not enough miles on my airplane scans to smoke a camel in quicksands…

Where were we?

susurrations of scales over sands expands the bands of spectrums still unseen in the violence of the liquid scream
the only comfort in the taiga is the lack of scales and thermal vision, making the frisson of fear of the enlightening one

the glowing son

the burning sun

am I the only one?

But this fertile garden now frozen in fear, the fertilizer steaming in the fresh fallen ice
looking for the navigation device
or just the vice
that drove the motor
the engines
over the edge

the irony of freezing to death staring into the eldritch fusion reactor we call god.

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Want https://bassbastard.com/2024/03/21/want/ https://bassbastard.com/2024/03/21/want/#respond Thu, 21 Mar 2024 20:04:40 +0000 https://bassbastard.com/?p=3809 I want. An empty, hollow with no ties to realitysetting its claws in mewant It disguises as need it knows when that has failed it wants the echo not decaying just reverberatingI wantbecoming obsession lying to me that I need I want It the hollow one needing me to consume in it’s name forever emptyforever …

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I want.
An empty, hollow with no ties to reality
setting its claws in me
want

It disguises as need

it knows when that has failed

it wants

the echo not decaying
just reverberating
I want
becoming obsession

lying to me that I need

I want

It

the hollow one needing me to consume in it’s name

forever empty
forever in me
it feeds on misery

If there is happiness it is not
if there is growth it is rot
it triggers on the absence of it

it needs it
it is the ever present drive
of want

it gets in your head
it drives false need
it leaves you hungry
when it makes you feed

consume for want

It wants to be bigger
It wants to be small
It wants the shiny things
It wants it all

it wants nothing
so it can be filled again
it is empty
so the want can begin

I want

It

to

be

silent

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Don’t do drugs kids… https://bassbastard.com/2023/08/04/dont-do-drugs-kids/ https://bassbastard.com/2023/08/04/dont-do-drugs-kids/#respond Fri, 04 Aug 2023 17:21:46 +0000 https://bassbastard.com/?p=3693 This guy is experiencing some issues, and now we have to do a bit of cleanup. Might as well get some entertainment out of it. Gonna turn this into a hard-beat industrial techno video. Let me know if you want the source for your own entertainment.

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This guy is experiencing some issues, and now we have to do a bit of cleanup. Might as well get some entertainment out of it. Gonna turn this into a hard-beat industrial techno video.

Let me know if you want the source for your own entertainment.

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Junk Drawer https://bassbastard.com/2023/07/31/junk-drawer/ https://bassbastard.com/2023/07/31/junk-drawer/#respond Mon, 31 Jul 2023 16:08:33 +0000 https://bassbastard.com/?p=3689 Junk Drawer Digging through the junk drawer finding shit I knew was lost A bic lighter random keys to locks that have lost their relevance. The noise on the peripheral persists so I dig through another container a t-shirt I do not recall a sock with a skull a 3D printed polygonal cat But there …

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Junk Drawer

Digging through the junk drawer

finding shit I knew was lost

A bic lighter

random keys

to locks that have lost their relevance.

The noise on the peripheral persists

so I dig through another container

a t-shirt I do not recall

a sock with a skull

a 3D printed polygonal cat

But there are no spoons

Each container full but empty

and the clatter at the periphery persists

a dull roar from outside

reminding me that reality still exists

Earplug container, only one side

mints of a dubious flavor

keep digging

the hell of it all is I need to go out there

Where are the fucking spoons?

I find sufficient noise in the rectangle

no wires, just cacophony

the silverware will have to wait for later

reality awaits

two shoes

two socks

underwear and pants

torso covered by something hanging

at least I have a knife.

slip on the shades.

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Looking Back Blind https://bassbastard.com/2023/05/14/looking-back-blind/ https://bassbastard.com/2023/05/14/looking-back-blind/#respond Sun, 14 May 2023 21:03:50 +0000 https://bassbastard.com/?p=3673 Nostalgia is a prisonbuilt from the stones that anchor the trenches dug as the row gets plowedby the dragging across the ages and miles Memory is not a shelterit is a trap for the unprepareda hole in the row, as cavities growand the rictus is mistaken for smiles a shell of a comfortable mirrorpointed back …

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Nostalgia is a prison
built from the stones that anchor
the trenches dug as the row gets plowed
by the dragging across the ages and miles

Memory is not a shelter
it is a trap for the unprepared
a hole in the row, as cavities grow
and the rictus is mistaken for smiles

a shell of a comfortable mirror
pointed back but not pointed to self
never looking ahead to the alternate paths
just falling into the concentric patterns of death

Shatter the walls of reverie
tradition and how the things were
a trap set by the lazy unconscious
and the death rattle of growing’s last breath

Memory is for reference
Now is for life
the future is chaos blooming
Stop digging and start nurturing existence

Lose the anchors
lower the stones
breath and walk free into now
create today without false resistance

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Last Payment https://bassbastard.com/2023/05/11/last-payment/ https://bassbastard.com/2023/05/11/last-payment/#respond Thu, 11 May 2023 15:49:09 +0000 https://bassbastard.com/?p=3665 Nobody knows what this will cost meHonesty’s too realThe baring of the layers ofCallous armor peels Away from the scarred and brokenmending lines and painA confession long unspokenof plans too long refrained To tell the truth to myselfwould shatter me awaywhen I look at what is left insidethere’s nothing left to say Hatred left a …

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Nobody knows what this will cost me
Honesty’s too real
The baring of the layers of
Callous armor peels

Away from the scarred and broken
mending lines and pain
A confession long unspoken
of plans too long refrained

To tell the truth to myself
would shatter me away
when I look at what is left inside
there’s nothing left to say

Hatred left a wasteland
rage a scorched path
violence was the answer
but the question’s never asked

born into all the world could teach
before the mind could grow
who is it now, what can become
something I can never know

So I pay myself a visit
Across the ashes and the flame
should I peel away another scar
I’ll never be the same

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Unstructured https://bassbastard.com/2023/05/11/unstructured/ https://bassbastard.com/2023/05/11/unstructured/#respond Thu, 11 May 2023 15:41:10 +0000 https://bassbastard.com/?p=3669 The water ripplesSound mapped on the 3D planeA drop remembers The wind sighs by mewhispering secrets loved longMemory in scent Trees murmur to allHushing the children playingRustle fallen clothes The clouds drifting throughThey have witnessed it beforemourning comes too soon The water ripplessorrow given formA drop remembers

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The water ripples
Sound mapped on the 3D plane
A drop remembers

The wind sighs by me
whispering secrets loved long
Memory in scent

Trees murmur to all
Hushing the children playing
Rustle fallen clothes

The clouds drifting through
They have witnessed it before
mourning comes too soon

The water ripples
sorrow given form
A drop remembers

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Visible Noise https://bassbastard.com/2023/01/10/visible-noise/ https://bassbastard.com/2023/01/10/visible-noise/#respond Wed, 11 Jan 2023 01:31:31 +0000 https://bassbastard.com/?p=3552 On this search for entertaining things to add to what I do, I learned about visual synthesizers. Thanks to my friend Alex Plasko, musician and Photographer extraordinaire, I found hardware and software versions of what I was wanting. After looking at pricing, I decided to start with Cathodemer. So far it does what I expected …

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On this search for entertaining things to add to what I do, I learned about visual synthesizers. Thanks to my friend Alex Plasko, musician and Photographer extraordinaire, I found hardware and software versions of what I was wanting. After looking at pricing, I decided to start with Cathodemer.

So far it does what I expected and then some. I will be adding it to my live streaming on a camera-facing monitor. Just add to the visual ambiance.

The video below is an example, using the visual synth feeding it from the webcam

I plan to have this running with my live stream, and maybe on a projector with live shows. (Or large TV)

I think it will contribute to the vibe!

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The Process https://bassbastard.com/2023/01/08/the-process/ https://bassbastard.com/2023/01/08/the-process/#respond Mon, 09 Jan 2023 06:00:21 +0000 https://bassbastard.com/?p=3544 Creating can cause a stress response. Bringing new into the world. eustress and distress feel the same when chemicals are fucked up. Flight or Fight. Stare at the blank page. Stare at the empty DAW. Stare at the keys. The strings. The silent powered-off amplifier. The empty canvass. The chemicals just bounce around in a …

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Creating can cause a stress response. Bringing new into the world. eustress and distress feel the same when chemicals are fucked up. Flight or Fight.

Stare at the blank page. Stare at the empty DAW. Stare at the keys. The strings. The silent powered-off amplifier. The empty canvass.

The chemicals just bounce around in a neural stew. No answers. Just agonizing white noise refusing to resolve into a sensory gift.

Defy the static. Turn on the amp. Drag a sound into the DAW. Strum the strings. Press the keys. Make zero sense. Write nonsense words strung together arhythmically.

Motion defies entropy.

Motion defies entropy.

Move.

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Dammit I’m Mad https://bassbastard.com/2021/03/06/dammit-im-mad/ https://bassbastard.com/2021/03/06/dammit-im-mad/#respond Sat, 06 Mar 2021 21:01:06 +0000 http://bassbastard.com/?p=2081 UmmDammit I’m Madforward and backpacing back and forth reading itfeels like a personal attack pace a trench into the floorit’s a battlegroundtrench warfareanother whore thereanother squeak to end the sound dammit I’m maddammitimmadpalindrome pale in comparisonto the bastards in my garrison the algorithm shiftsfrom the shit that is spokenthe system is anti socialthe media is …

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Umm
Dammit I’m Mad
forward and back
pacing back and forth reading it
feels like a personal attack

pace a trench into the floor
it’s a battleground
trench warfare
another whore there
another squeak to end the sound

dammit I’m mad
dammitimmad
palindrome pale in comparison
to the bastards in my garrison

the algorithm shifts
from the shit that is spoken
the system is anti social
the media is broken

drone on about it
about the outrage
fried spam and LSD
why’s everybody always looking for me?

I am hiding in pain sight
it hurts to see the shadows
it burns to see the light
stare until I’m blind
and you can hide tonight

dammit I’m mad
pacing the line again
I got my fucking juice
but I can’t stand gin

Got my vodka
got my scotch
got my kilt on so a ventilated crotch

nothing you can do about it
woke up on the wrong side of reality
angry again

I just wish I could make you see
that I walk the line
I break my spine
I drink my wine
it’s for the heart
as I drain the bottle and fall apart

bottle still intact
not broken like the pump
sitting dead in the cavity
just a rotting little lump

Can I feel something?
can you feel this?
no air guitar
I air hump because I can’t twerk
dammit I’m mad
and I am not the jerk

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