loss Archives - Bass Bastard https://bassbastard.com/category/loss/ I am the BassBastard Fri, 12 Jul 2024 16:02:09 +0000 en-US hourly 1 https://wordpress.org/?v=6.6.2 https://i0.wp.com/bassbastard.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/10/cropped-OG-BB-CLEAN.jpg?fit=32%2C32&ssl=1 loss Archives - Bass Bastard https://bassbastard.com/category/loss/ 32 32 51670482 Shadows and Friends https://bassbastard.com/2024/02/12/shadows-and-friends/ https://bassbastard.com/2024/02/12/shadows-and-friends/#respond Mon, 12 Feb 2024 17:53:46 +0000 https://bassbastard.com/?p=3796 Gone far too soontaken by a heart that could not carry you furtherstrong enough to love us allbut it gave too much and took a brother always therea hand, a smile, a sound, to lead or followloved and lostwhen was the last time I said I’d see you tomorrow? I’ll see you tomorrowUntil the days …

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Gone far too soon
taken by a heart that could not carry you further
strong enough to love us all
but it gave too much and took a brother

always there
a hand, a smile, a sound, to lead or follow
loved and lost
when was the last time I said I’d see you tomorrow?

I’ll see you tomorrow
Until the days are no longer numbered
the silence sucks in sound
and every time it leaves me number

a last goodbye
she was on her way to help, to give
the road was her home,
the road was the last place she lived

Always loving
a helping hand, advice, an ear
loved, lost, gone
but somehow always near

I’ll see you tomorrow
Until the days grow long and ends
I’ll see all of you
all of my shadows and friends

I’ll take pain over apathy
The scars stitching me together with love
holding together
when I don’t know what I’m capable of

When I am a shadow
and the last light that would have been me reaches the ground
Just wait until tomorrow
and your road takes you where you are bound

I’ll see you tomorrow
Once the days have passed the horizon
once more in hearts and eyes
and the tears no longer cloud your vision

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Last Payment https://bassbastard.com/2023/05/11/last-payment/ https://bassbastard.com/2023/05/11/last-payment/#respond Thu, 11 May 2023 15:49:09 +0000 https://bassbastard.com/?p=3665 Nobody knows what this will cost meHonesty’s too realThe baring of the layers ofCallous armor peels Away from the scarred and brokenmending lines and painA confession long unspokenof plans too long refrained To tell the truth to myselfwould shatter me awaywhen I look at what is left insidethere’s nothing left to say Hatred left a …

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Nobody knows what this will cost me
Honesty’s too real
The baring of the layers of
Callous armor peels

Away from the scarred and broken
mending lines and pain
A confession long unspoken
of plans too long refrained

To tell the truth to myself
would shatter me away
when I look at what is left inside
there’s nothing left to say

Hatred left a wasteland
rage a scorched path
violence was the answer
but the question’s never asked

born into all the world could teach
before the mind could grow
who is it now, what can become
something I can never know

So I pay myself a visit
Across the ashes and the flame
should I peel away another scar
I’ll never be the same

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Unstructured https://bassbastard.com/2023/05/11/unstructured/ https://bassbastard.com/2023/05/11/unstructured/#respond Thu, 11 May 2023 15:41:10 +0000 https://bassbastard.com/?p=3669 The water ripplesSound mapped on the 3D planeA drop remembers The wind sighs by mewhispering secrets loved longMemory in scent Trees murmur to allHushing the children playingRustle fallen clothes The clouds drifting throughThey have witnessed it beforemourning comes too soon The water ripplessorrow given formA drop remembers

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The water ripples
Sound mapped on the 3D plane
A drop remembers

The wind sighs by me
whispering secrets loved long
Memory in scent

Trees murmur to all
Hushing the children playing
Rustle fallen clothes

The clouds drifting through
They have witnessed it before
mourning comes too soon

The water ripples
sorrow given form
A drop remembers

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Where we go https://bassbastard.com/2023/02/08/where-we-go/ https://bassbastard.com/2023/02/08/where-we-go/#respond Wed, 08 Feb 2023 15:15:50 +0000 https://bassbastard.com/?p=3634 Carried into loveCarried into lifeBuried by hands that loved her as wife Lost to flowLost to painA mother returned to the energy plane Left behindLeft in sorrowFear in facing the thousand tomorrows Holding handsHold agonyAbsent but watching over her progeny The body is always weaker than soulThe spirit continues no matter the tollMind carries spirit …

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Carried into love
Carried into life
Buried by hands that loved her as wife

Lost to flow
Lost to pain
A mother returned to the energy plane

Left behind
Left in sorrow
Fear in facing the thousand tomorrows

Holding hands
Hold agony
Absent but watching over her progeny

The body is always weaker than soul
The spirit continues no matter the toll
Mind carries spirit from one to the next
And still the waves of grief will roll

Where we go is where we wait
Where we wait the light purifies
Why pain is endured corporeal
When the end is what life defies

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